Are we starting big? Immerse yourself in it? Let’s do it.
What is your purpose? Do you know? Ask another way – the one that takes you out of bed in the morning (and don’t say coffee or wordle as a case).
Did you think you were clear about your purpose and what made you feel the service and useful, and then 2020, 2021, 2022, whatever this year brings is happening and are you not sure anymore? Or perhaps the events and experiences of recent years have made this purpose clearer?
It can be very easy when we are overwhelmed by what it feels out of our control of trying to go in, to think of ourselves. Purpose; Who cares! This is survival, right?
How do I protect myself and my family?
How do we keep safe?
As far as ourselves are concerned with ourselves is our lower intuitive class.
This is our survival instinct.
When we are in this situation it is impossible to see the big picture, let alone shine a light in places that we cannot yet see or have not been disclosed, let alone in creative state. This is where our blind spots are bigger, and our dissatisfaction more dangerous.
Creativity turns off. Creativity, however, is where treatment happens and this is often when we need it more.
Find your purpose in the unknown
The last time I felt like that was when I was diagnosed with an autoimmune disease in 2006. My priority, my only care, was about my own health-vomited, my survival.
This unexpected diagnosis turned my whole vision for my future upside down. On 26, I realized everything I was working in in the direction that I wanted to want and envision for my life, it no longer made sense. It was the first time in my adult life that I had no choice but to walk the unknown.
Once again, the events of life ask me to jump into the unknown. I have the feeling that you are reading this because, as or not, you are with me with me. Despite the appearance of the “regularity” it returns, none of us come to the last 4 years unchanged.
As uncomfortable, I trust the process. I was here before. You were probably too.
It was from my therapeutic experience in 2006 when I found my way to the highest intuitive order – that of service to others. I did it through training and cooking health. This was my way in. I have no idea where or how the idea came to me to start teaching cooking lessons. I didn’t even know how to cook. But I have confidence in this inner voice and went for it.
Our highest intuitive class is to support other people’s survival – the survival and thriving of the whole.
Become part of the light
We see this game around us now, low and high actions, as the service and treatment of the whole are desperately needed for humanity.
There are those who have become known to only concern their own safety, survival and personal power and those who take the path of serving the whole, the greatest grandeur in the spirit of love, unity, connection and community.
Remember, darkness gives us the opportunity to see where the light shines, but also where the light needs.


If you haven’t known it yet, you are part of this light. You’re here for that, as or not.
You can, of course, resist it – connect your ears and sing a song so you can’t hear this inner voice. Or you can think that it is me or someone else and can remove, delete, even throw a bad message on your way out, but none of these reactions have anything to do with anyone else. This is just resistance or fear. Probably both.
Few questions can be rapidly becoming big. We are not always ready for the answers.
Some refer to what is now happening in our world as a massive awakening. I know well how they can now activate or inspire terms such as “awakening” or inspire others to close and return. Stay with me. Words have turned into weapons – let’s go.
Whatever you want to call it, it happens.
In recent years there has been a shift to the mass connection and in recent months there has been a collective desire to become stronger as a community – to be more loving, to accept and politely. We lost each other.
Of course, not everyone is for the adventure or is to be part of it. We have to accept it.
Opening our eyes, looking around, questioning things, seeking a higher purpose and coordinating our intuition at all levels has nothing to do with anyone else. This is your only one.
The resistance will create suffering. Don’t you believe me? Try and find out. There are many of us in this camp right now.
I am struggling in a state of resistance. I have watched spiritually inspirational videos by saying that we all asked to be here for it. I heard us call a “generation of bridge” and that we are raising small warriors. And i think- No. Both me and my soul want to be on the beach maximum and relaxing. Literally and metaphorically, I would really like to reach a beach.
But here I am. Here.
Deliver to your highest purpose
I thought by asking the first big Waaaaay question in 2006 “Can I heal this?” It would just lead me to green juice and yoga lessons.
When I started my business in 2008, I wanted to show up, do some smoothies for you, make you eat your greens, drink more water, get better sleep and enjoy nature with a smile on your face and on Continue to retire at 35.
Cute, right? Maybe this was all ready for it.
Two years ago, during the holiday season, I hosted these free and open sessions called Wake-up Wednesdays. They started small and then I had more than 200 beautiful people who joined me to meditate the middle of the day, in the middle of the week.
I made the talks that I did not feel remotely equipped to facilitate, and yet, people continued to come and then flood my inbox with love and kindness. And I recognized my resistance as my own fear.
I often share this excerpt with my students from the writer and doctor Rachel Ramen: “Fear is the friction of all transition.”
Dear friends, I feel it now. I feel this friction deep. I feel the transition. You;
I am submerged to a new call, which is serving in a new way. I don’t question my purpose as much as I ask what it takes for me.
The answer always comes back Crystal Clear: Delivery. This is not a tradition from a “abandonment” perspective. In fact, it’s just the opposite. It takes the truth of what it takes for me right now.
confidence in the unknown
Therefore, I work to rest my nervous system while coordinating what is real and what matters in greater ways. Includes the following goals:
Climb over the chaos, go with the flow, tune to the heart, look for light and light seekers, let it no longer serve (and this includes relationships) and see where the unknown leads.
Remember – there are plans that unfold. Big. Bigger than us and older than we can ever know or understand. The time spent on weeds from all this is only deflected from the important urgent work that requires our energy, focus and attention.
We can look at the plans and events that are unfolded and tagged on them and allow fear to penetrate our existence, but in the end our lesson is to continue to grow. Confidence in the unknown because it is in the unknown that it is absolutely every result is possible.
What if everything proves dramatically more incredible than we could ever imagine? This is also possible.
At least from my experience, confidence in the process continues to prove this. But it’s no easier. This, of course, is where we just have to close our eyes, quiet and jump.
Trust that higher intuition
How can you serve the whole of humanity? The planet? You can’t – at least not if this is your goal. You will quickly be shocked and stop.
It starts with you, your energy, where you put your time, how you get involved and communicate with others, and above all, talking, making and aligning with your heart. Not forever, right now. Again the next moment when you remember. And the next one.
Doing the project becomes the easy place when you focus on operation from this higher part.
How do you get there? Start with a few deep breaths.
Make quiet and choose love.
We have to make it quiet if we want to hear anything and it is the power of love that changes the world.
Just as words can be weapons, words can also be our medicine. This is my offer for your peace and prosperity.
Finally, if you want to tune in to this inner voice and make a low risk dive over the chaos, cultivating more peace and creativity in your life and tuing to your intuition, check my rise and shine, newer direct access Courses that will help you upgrade your mode of operation.
In my mind Episode 27: In pursuit of purpose and go up together


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